i've been lapped twice, emotionally and physically. i don't want to put forth the effort...the effort that is required to argue and to be consumed with distrust...just when you think it is safe to open your eyes, something you don't want to see is right in front of you. i can't even metaphorically explain the emptiness i feel sometimes. this shit is such a fucking broken record. fuck, fuck, fuck...people can be such bungling idiots sometimes...naive and just plain fun to take advantage of, my charm will get me in trouble but my wit will get me killed for sure...i'm in search of freedom..let the truth telling begin...


i've been lapped twice, emotionally and physically. i don't want to put forth the effort...the effort that is required to argue and to be consumed with distrust...just when you think it is safe to open your eyes, something you don't want to see is right in front of you. i can't even metaphorically explain the emptiness i feel sometimes. this shit is such a fucking broken record. fuck, fuck, fuck...people can be such bungling idiots sometimes...naive and just plain fun to take advantage of, my charm will get me in trouble but my wit will get me killed for sure...i'm in search of freedom..let the truth telling begin...

life's a coin toss...heads bitches
dizz